Tuesday, December 29, 2009
{ Tuesday, December 29, 2009 }
; Yes & for the first time .. One whole post will go to you.
Thank you for breaking my stitched heart.
; I guess nothing could keep this love alive.
; I love you enough to let you go.
It`s killing me inside .
You doing this is really killing me inside.
I can hear my heart literally dropping.; HE LEFT MY LIFE ; OH YES.He ignores my messages , now he is avoiding answering my questions.
; and he started avoiding/ignoring me.
I hardly can concentrate on anything.
I don`t know what to do anymore.
I know everything that happened that day , i know about your conversation with your friends.
It
doesn`t matter where we take this right ? ; you are never gonna want to be with me .
You are afraid , your messages were lies i guess.
Remember all those things we wanted ? ; now all our memories are haunted.
We were always meant to say goodbye.
I know you are probably thinking , i hurt her again .
Nopes , this time i hurt myself ..
My tears , my blood , everything i shed for you ..
Never one moment in these 6 days you cared.
You thought to yourself " ah , heck this girl la ". Thank you (:
You are letting go of this now , not me.
I did all that i could to save this .. But it
didn`t work ..
You
didn`t want it to work , so you probably made a plan to ignore me ..
To torture me .
& you called me heartless ? ; i doubt it`s me who is .
You seriously can`t even be bothered
sia .
You wanna show me you are strong ? ; i kind of know you are not.
I didn`t want us to burn out ; didn`t come here to hurt you ..
Now i can`t stop . I want you to know ; I love you.
And i have done almost everything i can to be with you .
But it was one side.
Looking at you makes it harder ; but i know that you`ll find another
that doesn`t always make you wanna cry. Perfect couldn`t keep this love alive.
you could not have loved me any better , but i want you to move on .
So i`m already gone.
I was just reading through all our msgs .
Each and every single one (:
What sweet memories , the way we msged , the way we fought.
Haks , it sucks to know that now its no longer gonna be like that.
Boyy , i still remember the day , the date and the time i told you i liked you.
1st December 1.59am.
I have read all 858 messages i`ve sent you & all 852 messages you`ve sent me ever since we`ve known each other.
Thanks for knowing me , and i know i won`t forget you.
I love you (:; Say you want to give this a chance , and i`ll forget everything and come running back to you.SharenCaur.
